Choroba “ale mi się nie chcę” właśnie mnie dopadła… ale kogo to obchodzi? nikogo. potrzebuje wsparcia w tych “trudnych” (tak, wmawiam sobie) momentach w moim życiu… potrzebuje innowacji. let’s change the topic. trololo~ I wanna to be a girl who don’t care about boys feelings and get over so easily, but it’s me and I can’t change anything about that. I hate that. I hate myself. I hate my life. But sometime it will change, I’m sure, because I got support from my mother, from my best, from my nukky takakko fuji matsu (hahahaha she was japanese citizen haha) I should prepare for school. SO MUCH TASKS, TESTS, I’m already tired, and it wont give me more motivation, it give me depress-full days -___- I really want to sit, drink tea and have time for me, for my friends in AFTERNOON time, not in EVENING time… eh that’s life so hard, and full of zasadzkas (my english teacher words HAHA!) I really like my teacher, he appreciate my hard work from lesson to lesson. NO BOYS NO CRY. wow so many thoughts in my mind I want to forget but I can’t. that’s a time work. 

heyhoo! I’m a teenager and I don’t have feelings :’)